Heys,waddup.
I love trance!!The way the DJ remix the songs rocks!
And today in audi,my dar said smth really mean to me and it was a shock to me.No he din break lols!But it was really mean.He doesn't even admit that sometimes i could be better than him.He's never ever happy for me at all!Hais...i would lik to find a boyfriend that is caring,loving,understanding,supportive,happy for me,not a betrayer,tries to always make me happy,never upsets me.
I once had one like that but i was too stupid that time.He's moved on anyways,no use hanging over lost love right??
Anyways my ex invited me to this SG shuffle meetup at Orchard this sunday.I dunno whether to go.I'm not even a shuffler at all!He says i go there to watch and can actually see how shuffle is.Videos are diff from real life.I'm not really sure.I dun hav really close frens who is going to the shuffle thing and me hanging out with the HSR crew??Isn't that going to be really weird??I stay there and watch like some stupid person.Hais.
What can i actually do now?I dunno if my bf actually loves me or he's just saying it.He's a totally changed person after i didn't play for one month.He's character everything changed.He's everything changed.He doesn't even really care for me,well sometimes he does.
I'm such a messed up person right now!!!!
Love can kill.It killed me.Peace.HaRTz.LuRVeS.